funny story/other things I feel like talking about that dont really make sense lol

Went to the Transformers premiere yesterday with mr.thomnus n tina. we were all pumped at a good scene in the movie when the screen went black and it looked like the reel of film was desintegrating (spelling). The guy comes out and tells us the reel fell on the floor. The random guy behind me yells, "Well pick it up then" lol. I thought I had accidentally fallen asleep during the movie cuz the reel looked pretty weird when it looked like it was being eaten away or something. so they gave us a free pass and we went home. unsatisfied with the fact we didnt know what happened in the end.

So yah on another note ive been thinking a lot about friends and the people I consider my friends a lot lately and i've realized how many people i've had and lost over the years. The majority of them being female. So that got me thinking about how I don't consider a lot of girls right now to be my best friends, pretty much none. except for like a handful. Guys are just plain easier to be friends with. Girls are all drama all the time. Pretty much why the only other chick friends I do have are pretty mellow and can take a joke. not to sensitive and chill. I'm happy with the friends I do have right now but mad cuz some of the ones I lost were really important to me. Friends really do come and go but i've always been one for consistency. I like people to either 1. not be a part of my life or 2. be constant. dont give up on me and just to always be there..

So basically if I try to talk to you or I respond to you talking to me then your a friend cuz otherwise I won't even bother with you. Done with losing people or having them leave.
so yah just a rant about that kinda shtuff.

listening to Twin Chevron Action Flash (Remix) - by Sabrepulse

P.S. WHEN DID I TURN INTO AN ADULT THAT HAS TO MAKE LIFE DECISIONS!
oh and one question. is it conceited to make ur own invitations to a party for youself?

gettin better/life decisions

I was feelin sorta sick this weekend :( but today seems better.
I've been thinking about school and what not and how I really don't want to go back. I feel sorta just done with school. My cousin, real estate agent, always teases me about how I should get my license and sort of be his assistant. I'm thinking about talking to him seriously about that offer. I think it might be the right way to go. I'll work with family, work wont be stressful, ill get some driving skills, and flexible working situations. I'm gonna think about this a bit and then approach him.

I've also been thinking about my friends and who I consider my real friends and how much my perspective about friends has changed this year.

oh well.

i'm not to sure about summer

summer so far...since I got back on monday has been horribly boring. Idk I like my solitude and having time to myself but its a little too much right now.
To my laptop,
im so glad I have you and that you're in my life. you are simply amazing.
love,
me

love letters to ur comp FTW!

hopefully this weekend will be better and maybe ill go see year one tomorrow.
for now ill just go play rockband and yeah try to survive.
the sound of the washer and dryer finishing just rang so thats my que to jet

what's playing; lonely day - system of the down
perfectly fits right now haha how sad

new blog

I have now graduated. :( Class of 09"

update about gradnite...it totally sucked. Had fun with Omar but idk the trip just wasnt right for some reason. I just didnt have fun.

Graduation was cool and yeah lol my family surprised and tricked me so im at Disneyland while im typing on one of my other new gifts. :)

Disneyland was fun today. We're gna have dinner at 8 but right now im just relaxing with a jamba juice wishing I never had to go home and face the fact that im done with a certain part of my life. It's going to be weird going back and not going to school. I'm going to miss everybody, some more than others, and my teachers, some more than others lol.

so im going to drink my bananaberry jamba and hope that somebody I want to talk to will get my subliminal messages and text me.

good night and much love,

graduate of 09' Nicole Maureen Recio the 7th lol jk.

grad nite and grad things/updates

im blogging at seans so this will probably be deleted or something.
Aiden is back in the hospital. Theres alot of things wrong with him and they actually dont know whats causing it. he started having headaches and one of his eyes is lazy with the pupil being smaller as well. last friday my aunt took him for a checkup and he stopped breathing he was rushed to stanford and has been there ever since. its kinda scary since they have no answers as to why this is happening.

we're having grad practice and its just long and boring. seans my partner and we're in the front :p. sum people behind us are annoying and our grad song is going to suck.

disneyland tomorrow :) whooo!! hopefully we all have fun for the last time lol jk.

i have a headache.

sean and amos are singing bon jovi livin' on a prayer for guitar hero world tour right now so thats WHAT IM LISTENING TO. eww! lol jk.

cookies?

love ya bye