So yeah.

Nothing really to say I guess. Studying to take the permit test hopefully this coming week.
Nothing has changed.
Learning that people trust me to listen to there problems and be honest about their situation, which im happy to do. I miss my friends that are away at college and I hope they are safe in this crazy weather. I'm also learning to rely on myself more and not worry about what other people are thinking or if they want to hang out with me or not. I've become more of a family oriented person, which is the total opposite of what I was growing up, but they're all I got right now. And I dont mean that in a bad way.
Well I guess thats all going through my head at the moment,this and Lost. See ya.

A Lost theme band, The Oceanic Six, i'll put a link to some of there songs in the doobly doo
Mr. Eko-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n-kLB_bFuR8
Henry Gale- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1MRXuyXFGsI
Goodmorning Charlie-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qnhChEBd72M
my favorite at the moment-The Invisible Others-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oX-BAU5QOdM

p.s. if your cool you could buy me this: size L http://dftba.com/shop/products/The-Oceanic-Six-T%252dShirt.html

That's it.

OMG,,,,ROFLCOPTER.

I bet people dont even look at this anymore..if they ever did in the first place lol.

So yeah im sorry for my absence on this blog,its not like I was busy or anything, it was quite the opposite actually, I dont really have anything to say. Hopefully 2010 will be more eventful but I will miss 09. I'm going to be 20 this year...thats weird..and old..and I dont like it haha i'd rather just skip 20 and go straight to 21 at least i'd be able to drink right? lol

Well anyways, its new years, im still up even though I dont really celebrate new years, I just go to sleep later nowadays. How do you celebrate new years? I just see people staying up til 12, getting drunk, lighting fireworks, and ... . But that seems to be what people do for every holiday lol.

So lets see, what else to talk about, oh well I have been somewhat busy working on this giant waterfall my dads making in the backyard. I've been spending my time working and havent talked to any of my friends in about a week. Its really weird to me, I had my phone off for a week but I didnt even get messages from anyone...like come on..one person cant text me...usually 'someone' does but nobody did. Is my phone broken or something? Is your phone broken or something? ..dang lol. Well anyways i'll catch you up on why my phone has been off for a week,it all started when I let my cousin use my computer. I left it alone with him while I went to go do other stuff and when I got back my computer was shutting down and saying that I had tons of viruses. So my uncle took it to clean it out. Without a computer I cant charge my phone so it died and yeah. So my weeks been pretty crappy lol. But my computer is back now and perfectly fine.

Man this blog is making me sound like a boring, friendless loser but maybe thats what I am now :p...hopefully 2010 wont be this way all year :( .

So have a good one and stay safe. I will talk to you soon.
peace love mickey.

Can music really have an effect on you?

This is a question ive been wondering lately well recently lol. I've been listening to a lot of Brett Dennen lately, if you havent heard of him I suggest you go listen to some of his songs preferably

Heaven, San Francisco, Make You Crazy, Blessed, So Far From Me, Ain't No Reason, and There Is So Much More. At the moment my favorite is ain't no reason.

He is a really chill artist that for some reason just makes me really happy. I feel content and have been acting way nicer and letting things go. I'm wondering if its his music or im just changing as a person lol either way its wonderful and I feel proud of myself :p. I'm finally letting go of the fact that friends come and go and I feel more at peace.

We also go the keys to our new house the other day :)

Plus I might be getting a job soon, even though what I really need is a license. Once we get all settled into the new house though I should be able to do that.

Anywayz hope all is well with you.

Bye

P.S. the photos above are of Brett Dennen and they are my own. :)

He was at the jason mraz concert.

when life hands you lemons, throw them at someone.

those are my words of advice to you. lol.

So recently things have been weird, awkward, and somewhat nice. It keeps amazing me how I get unexpected surprises every once in a while.

So I guess ill write about seeing jason mraz even though I can probably sum it up in one word. Amazing. Jason was just as good live as he is on cd or whatever haha. It was all in all a fun concert and I had a good time. :) We also went to the Walt Disney Family Museum while we were up there. That was totally amazing as well. I learned soo much about him and I think he is totally brilliant and creative.

We're moving, hopefully, but even though I want to its really weird for me to leave this small town where I grew up. Even though i wont be far at all its going to be weird not coming back here everyday. I guess ill get used to it but it might be a sad goodbye.

Anywayz. ill try to write again soon. sorry for the short post.

P.S. there is wayyy better pics on my facebook so I suggest you make one to see them.

I randomly chose the pics n they were all the blurry ones haha.

Where's Waldo? :p

Hello McChickens,

I'm here awake since 6 in the morning, watching that 70's show with not a lot to talk about. I have not been up to very much this week, just basically studying and reading, gong to work with dad, and being a bum here at home.

The pics above are from skating in greenfield, hanging at the park, and a decades party that I recently went too. The party was really fun and I had a good time hanging with the guys since I hadn't done that in forever.

This coming weekend will be the only weekend that I actually have open since the 2 weekends after will be busy with concerts. The jason mraz concert is coming up next Friday and im looking forward to that. Sadly this weekend ill probably be at my aunts doing yardwork. My dad is redoing her front yard. :p fun. I'll probably have some funny aiden stories and pictures though so that'll be good.

If you want to see more pics from the party or any of the pics I have you can add me on facebook.

I should update soon, so watch out for it.

My deepest apologies

I am so sorry i've neglected this or you. With one follower and a couple of people I do know that look at this it hasnt really been very motivating lol but I should be writing more. Bad nicole bad!

So ok to update you um yeah thats it. I havent really been up to anything lately honestly. I've been sick with the flu mostly lately. Havent been out in like a week in order to not get others sick and stop the spread of the flu. I'm a lot better right now. Just a little cough left. I took tamaflu which is what you were supposed to be taking in case you had the swine flu. Honestly though the doctors dont seem to be all that worried about the swine flu. Its pretty much just the flu and yeah they didnt even check me for it really, just gave me those pills. Those pills were horrible though, they made me nauseous, gave me headaches, total crap but atleast I am somewhat better.

So I have pretty much done nothing. I have a car now but still no license. (I'm working on it I swear). The car was for free from my fathers boss, which was very nice of him. Its an older lexus w/ some damage but its pretty nice. It needs a new paint job but I love it all the same. I still havent named it lol but maybe later. I've practiced driving in it once but after that I got sick and havent been able to since. Driving is freakin hard, harder than I thought. Hopefully ill get it down soon.

Things im looking forward too right now:

1. driving and license

2.disneyland always lol

3. decades party

4. jason mraz (i recently bought tickets)

5. rascal flatts

6. rob thomas, one republic, carolina liar

Thats pretty much it right now. ill update as soon as something happens lol.

My best wishes to friends of mine who are away in college already or are on their way right now. I will miss you and hope to see you soon. Have fun, but not toooo much fun. :)

"Do you twit?"---Rangel

First day of Hartnell today. Not for me haha since i've decided otherwise but for friends of mine, I hope it went well.
I went to lunch w/ Omar n Melissa today. Felt weird like we should have been in school or something. I had fun just chilling and talking to them. Melissa laughing @ Omar explaining some Harry Potter reference that I made and Melissa asking if omar and I twit..not tweet...twit lol. I've thought about twitter but I know i'll probly be too lazy for updates but we'll see maybe i'll get one haha.


I'm still getting used to the fact that I am grown up I guess even though no one will teach me to drive so im stuck haha. But other than that things are going good. I received an ebay item in the mail today and gots a blizzard , so all in all good day. While walking home I heard the loudspeaker at school w/ the vice principals familiar voice and words, "alright fokes back inside" haha so that kinda threw me into a deja vu sort of thing but its cool. I'm always going to miss high school and the friends that I made there but I think its for the best that we all move on. I don't have to see some people that I dont want to see and shouldnt see so its better for me. Good luck to the little ones I still know in high school. Have fun w/ ur peeps while you can. You will miss it.

Lately ive been kinda worried about teh friend situation. Will friends always find someone or way to replace you. Do we always have to find someone new? Why cant things and people stay the same, we're always scoping for something better. Its human nature yeah but friends should stay friends, no matter what. I know that might be naive but I like stability, too bad it never stays. Too bad friends means only when I have nothing better to do.

Hardest Part- Coldplay